(This essay is brought to you by David
Cooper, who gave me the book Heroes by Paul Johnson to read – not that I
had nothing else to read. He followed
that up by saying, “I’d like to see your list of heroes, and their
qualifications” – not that I had nothing else to do. Without quibbling, here it is.)
Looking
back to my childhood, I do not think that I was really given to the sort of
hero-worship that children often are. I
suppose that hindsight may be myopic due to the many experiences of our lives,
but as best I can remember, the word hero was never very prominent in my
vocabulary. Certainly, I viewed my
parents and grandparents as exemplars of character qualities and values that I
intended to emulate, but I am not sure that I would ever have categorized them
as heroes. In at least my early days, I
suppose the word “Hero” evoked a certain sense of perfection in my mind that no
human being was really likely to be able to achieve.
My
father was a hard-working auto mechanic who was almost never actually “off the
clock”. He came home every weeknight
(and Saturday at noon), changed out of his uniform, cleaned as much of the
grease off his hands as he could and enjoyed a meal. Then he would head out to the carport or a
neighbor’s house to work on other cars.
From him, I learned the value of being committed to one’s vocation, but
I don’t know that any part of that was “heroic”. Ironically, the closest he ever came to
inspiring that word was the day he visited us on the ball field, asked to take
a look at my bat, crushed one pitch far off the playground, and headed back to
the carport. We were in awe. My mother is much harder to classify in that
way, though she certainly had heroic qualities.
Her entire life, she wrestled with inner demons that robbed her of much
of the enjoyment she should have experienced.
I also struggle with the idea that it can be possible to consider heroic
anyone who has committed suicide, yet it is possible that her struggle against
such feelings for so long is an aspect of heroism.
My
grandfathers were both farmers, who taught me the value of patience and hard
work, and I suppose they were both somewhat heroic in their ability to
withstand life’s vagaries with equanimity.
My Grandpa Brinker did it with quiet resolve, while my Grandpa Woody did
it with good humor. Their capacity for
endurance was somewhat heroic, but certainly not in an operatic sense. As the years have passed, I think I came to
appreciate my Grandma Brinker as the most heroic character in that grouping,
because of her incredibly stoic resistance to every difficulty life presented,
big or small.
Not
surprisingly, many of my early heroes were my teachers. I don’t suppose that, in youth, I had any real
idea of the amount of work they actually did, or the struggles they overcame in
doing that work, but I was very blessed that many of my instructors were strong
individuals who had exceptional qualities with which they showered us. In some other venue I will recount them all,
and I cannot honestly say that it was their heroism that motivated me to become
a teacher. In fact, I often think that I
was much more motivated by my incompetent teachers, because I knew that I could
do better.
So,
what is a hero? Pondering this
led me to several elements that I think heroes often possess.
A hero
must overcome some natural or personal fear to accomplish a task that can be
considered extraordinary. Natural fears
are those that most people would find daunting.
They might range from earthquakes to snakes, but most people would agree
that there is a logical reason to fear them.
Because of this, we might recognize the difference between short-term
heroes, like those who rush into a burning building to save lives, and
long-term heroes, those who suffer great pains to endure extended trials. Personal fears are more difficult to detect,
because we often do not realize the extreme to which some people suffer
internally, or we see their distress manifest in ways we do not appreciate.
(Short-temper, curmudgeonliness, etc.)
Sometimes the accomplishment is to simply act in a way that is
unexpected, and that in itself becomes extraordinary. We fully expect people to rant and rave under
certain circumstances, yet some folks persevere quietly in those times,
achieving success we did not anticipate.
I believe there is usually some sort of threat associated with this
aspect, whether it be the danger of falling rocks, or the danger of aggravating
a particularly punitive boss.
I think
heroes should exemplify some particularly human quality that makes us proud of
our species. Their behavior makes us
wish to be a better version of ourselves, and thus a better person. Seeing their ability to overcome the
pettiness of daily living helps us imagine we can elevate the human
condition. They offer us a glimpse into
the possibilities of what humans can become, and we are ennobled by that.
Ironically,
given the above, another characteristic is that heroes do not often apply that
title to themselves. They seldom see
anything so grand in their behavior, because they have usually done what they
felt came naturally. Nothing is more
common than the war hero who exclaims, “I just did what any of the guys would
have done.” What makes the incident
stand out to the rest of us is that we are not sure what we would have done
under those circumstances, but we doubt that we would have been able to respond
heroically.
The
hero should, as David says, “have suffered in the cause of truth.” Sometimes, this can only be ascertained long
after the fact. Many times we are
surrounded by heroes whose value we do not fully appreciate until much
later. Truth is often a definition
difficult to perfect. What seems to be
truth today may not hold up under the advance of science and society. Truth-sufferers frequently go to their graves
thinking that they have been ignored, repudiated, or even reviled. Their redemption comes only when the rest of
the world catches up to their vision. In
some ways, this may be the greatest heroism of all. The ability to pursue with certainty a truth
that others do not, cannot, or will not share is not only heroism, it is a
uniquely lonely path to trod.
Finally,
I think a hero usually confronts a “crisis point”. There comes a moment when they must cross a
boundary that forces them to make a life-defining choice. “This is the decision by which all my future
choices will be measured,” they must think.
We all cross our own Rubicons, and must live with the consequences,
whatever they may be.
Can one
become a true hero simply by persevering on a long and steady course? In the end, I must believe so. To hold unwavering standards in the face of
grinding opposition requires a form of personal courage that sometimes seems in
short supply. In fact, you will note in
my list some folks for whom that characteristic was their primary strength.
If
pressed to do so, I could probably write a paper on each of the following
individuals, but I have no intention to be Paul Johnson at this point, so I
only present a bit of information about some of the people I consider to be
heroes.
Ludwig van Beethoven has always been an
individual I hold in high esteem. His
heroism comes in many forms. His music
has always seemed to me to be “perfect”, in that it flows most logically from
note to note and theme to theme. Knowing
his struggles to create such music brings forth the layers of his heroism. Who else could take such simple melodic
themes (e.g. Moonlight Sonata,
Symphony V…) and develop them into timeless representations of emotion? Who else would erase and rewrite simple
passages numerous times to get each one exactly right? Who else would dedicate a magnificent
symphony to the greatest popular hero of the age (even naming it Eroica), then change the dedication when
that man failed to live up to his personal definition of a hero? Who else would dare to cross the boundary
between Classicism and Romanticism without fear of popular rejection? Such a man writes music the way a woman gives
birth: the struggle and pain are only made bearable by the joy of
creation. Add to all that his eventual
deafness, a crisis only an impossibly capricious (and incomprehensibly
internecine) God could conceive, and his final compositions cannot be viewed as
anything but heroic. It is well known
that many of his fellow citizens saw Beethoven as difficult, grouchy, and
argumentative, yet who else has created anything as beautiful as his Symphony
IX while working under such an inhibition?
I, for one, am willing to forgive him his emotional outbursts.
Jerry West is another individual to
whom I would assign the title “Hero”, and one who has recently demonstrated
even more qualification for that title.
Naturally, any West Virginia boy who was even vaguely interested in
sports during the glorious period that encompassed Jerry’s college and
professional career would have idolized this favorite son. All that he had done was what we so
desperately desired to do, and it was well-known that he had essentially achieved
it all through incredibly hard work.
Many of us willingly spent hours shooting hoops in the hope that, as it
did for Jerry, the practice might someday translate into statewide fame and
national fortune. For most of us, it
never got anywhere close to that, but we could at least dream. More importantly, the class and humility with
which he accepted his accolades and accomplishments never wavered from the
solid WV values he learned as a child.
It didn’t matter that we were not accomplishing those things, he
was accomplishing them, and he was just like us. Lately we discovered the abuse he endured as
a child at the hands of his father, and our admiration for him was
renewed. (Most athletes see their public
presence diminish once their career is over.)
Not only had he done what he did, he had done it under the specter of
his father’s drunken anger. His heroism
had not expanded, but our understanding of the conditions under which he made
his achievements increased. He was even
greater than we realized.
Abraham Lincoln belongs on my
short-list of heroic figures. I remember
as a child reading an excellent biography of George Washington that my father
had. I felt a strong admiration for the
accomplishments of the man, but generally found it difficult to relate to him
as a person. Lincoln is nearly the
opposite. His achievements can be
difficult to understand qualitatively, but his methods in accomplishing them
are surely heroic. Naturally, many would
consider him a hero because of the assassination that took his life, but I
think his life to that point had already secured him an elevated position. Self-educated, highly-intelligent,
personable, trustworthy, and trusting (to a fault) – Lincoln was in many ways the
ultimate exemplar of American character.
Raising himself from the meanest beginnings to the Presidency, there is
no hint of his ever having done a single improper thing. (This could only be more remarkable if he were
a politician in today’s world.) The
hidden Lincoln (at least from a popular viewpoint) was that he was wracked with
self-doubt and beset by personal fears of an extraordinary nature. Many of us would be (and many people are)
incapacitated by such troubles, yet Lincoln not only overcame them, he raised
himself to the level of hero in spite of them.
His refusal to let the Union disintegrate required strength of character
few could have foreseen in such a simple man, yet he shaped the future of an
entire nation.
Robert E. Lee is a military figure I
find to be truly heroic. Though that may
seem contradictory to my previous choice, I think he clearly fits my
definitions. Torn between duty to his
country and duty to his locality, he chose those closest to him and thus ends
up, historically, on the losing side.
Once again, a man is forced to make a life-altering choice presented by
forces far beyond his powers of control, yet Lee followed the principles by
which he had lived his entire life. As
such, he is an exemplar to us for every athlete who has ever played on a losing
team, or who found the odds so stacked against him as to make competition seem
futile. Lee fought hard but honorably,
did his level best to succeed despite limited resources, and maintained a
dignity that allows him to continue to be a hero even to his enemies. This is an incredibly difficult line to walk
successfully, yet Lee managed to do so, and to do it heroically.
I could certainly go on much longer, but that would require more time than I can devote, and I might actually have to do some research, which would defeat one of the basic precepts of this essay. I am sure that many more examples will come to mind, and maybe a future essay will assess the extent to which I believe I fulfill the qualifications outlined in the beginning (thus violating one of them).